Still Alive......
2014 is gone. 2015 is well on its way. Where do I begin? Where can I just get off the ride? Life has it's ups and downs Sometimes happiness just can't be found. And when your at your emotional end. It all comes crashing down around you again. I purposed at the beginning of this blog to keep it positive. I have done my best to do so. But there comes a point and time where you have to realize the truth of the matter. If you look at running an insight of who you are and how you think, then a blog can and will become silent for a long time. To be honest, that is what has happened here. I have allowed the "cares of the world" to bury me deep. Situations in life have me drowning in self pity and woe. I do not write to ask for pity. I do not write to ask for anything. I write to unload this weight I bear. I look at my life and what I have gotten myself into and become sick. How did I get here? Why did I let it come to this? Am I that selfishly driven that I d...