Thoughts and Reflections

Psalm 130: 3-5 alright, here we go. This weekend was pretty good. Sunday however became a struggle for me. Completely my fault though. I will not go into details about what happened. Sometimes the things of life do not need to be broadcasted. Sunday morning service was great. The Lord used guest speaker Luke Bishop to show me a couple things from His word that I had missed. To be honest, I wonder sometimes why it is I seem to miss so many things that afterwards I am like, "That was so obvious!" Anyways... as the day progressed things did not stay so great. Sunday night was a struggle for me to keep focused on God's word and the preaching because of my self loathing. However, I did get more feeding from God's Word. We are in the midest of VBT and starting off the second and final week with Teen VBT. I do not do much more during VBT than count pennies. Anyways, a comment was made that caused me some struggle. I do not know why really, but it did. The comment had t...

So, what has been happening since camps ended. The constant battle of life mostly. I have had my ups and down like all people do, but unlike to many out there I have God on my side to see me through it all. "Surprise" God decided to bless Sarah and I with another child. Honestly, I do not feel worthy of God giving us another child to raise, but I am trusting God to lead me in raising not only this new blessing but the three that he has already given me. It's funny how I had this feeling even before Sarah told me she was pregnant that we were going to be having another child. I thank God still for the undeserved blessings He keeps lavishing on me. We are still "homeless".... So to speak. I believe God has done this on purpose. I believe that He is working on two different families directions in life and is answering two prayers with the same answer. My parents are going back to Fiji to serve our Saviour as missionaries to the souls over there again. During thi...

Wow...... July is almost gone already. So what has been going on? Not a whole lot and yet a ton. I will attempt to collect my thoughts and then do a true update momentarily. Laterz....